Come sit with me for a while. I have my journal open, and tonight I’ve been thinking about something I suspect I do more often than I realize. I turn healing into another thing I need to accomplish. I want to know when I’ll be over something. When I’ll stop thinking about it. When something that hurt will finally stop hurting. When I’ll feel like myself again. And somewhere along the way, healing quietly becomes another deadline. Another invisible date on a calendar. Another thing I can somehow be late for. But maybe healing doesn’t work particularly well under project management. Maybe there are things I will understand quickly and things I’ll have to revisit again and again. Maybe I’ll feel completely fine one day and unexpectedly tender the next. That doesn’t mean I’ve gone backwards. It means I’m still moving through it. I remember one day, many years ago, when I had fibromyalgia. I lived in constant pain. I just couldn’t get a good day. And then one day, in the office...
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Parang little mermaid, eeeeeeek! love it~
ReplyDeletewow... NOTD, that's the color of my yoyo before. elegant choice from an equally elegant woman. did you have it outsourced? Tips n Toes? or Nail Spa? or form any nail salon?
ReplyDeletei love the combination! :D
ReplyDeleteload more glitters :P (adik eh hahaha)
thanks Geli! next time!
ReplyDelete@cafemobility thanks! hahaha! ako lang ang gumawa nyan and I just combined the two Caronia nail polishes.
ReplyDelete@cafemobility and yes, may yoyo din kaming tindang ganyan dati!
ReplyDelete@Kitten: oo nga no! Little Mermaid!
ReplyDelete@LadyE: amazing, your talent spans from fashion to food. you're one in a million.
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